Think about it.

Ode to Emily..

Next week will mark a very sad time in Vancouver's history.. Ok, well maybe more so in my history.. but grief as an entire city just sounded more dramatic. The blonde bombshell duo will be no longer intact.. Our superhero forces soon separated by many provinces..

This coming Friday I will be saying "so long" to my always trusty sidekick and fellow mischief maker- Miss Emily "Ninja Boot" Buller... The poor poor soul who has seen more of my white ass than she probably ever cared to see, or to take pictures of!! Love you Em!!! 

So to tribute the going away of my dear friend.. Here are just a few shots of us at some of our most debaucherous moments.. There are too many crazy memories to share!

     

Good times my friend, good times.... I will miss you oh so mucho!

We really knew no other way than the most extreme debauchery, didn't we?!

Au revoir my dear Ninja Boot.. You will forever be my favorite squirrelly sidekick!

Until next time.... xox

SNL rocks my world.

No explanation necessary...  

Twelve days of crazy..

So I turn on my tv today and am completely horrified by what is on.... A freaking Christmas episode of that horrendous Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency show.. Last time I checked, it was only October... wasn't it??  Now, it wouldn't be soooo bad if it were a Christmas re-run of Oprah or Ellen.. But seriously I feel the uncontrollable urge to vomit at the sheer sound of Janice Dickinson's voice.. She is a total monster, and honestly is starting to resemble one with all of the plastic surgery and botox she has undergone... It's a wonder she's been able to achieve any sort of reputable model agency status being that she is a total lunatic!!  I give her props for being able to out-do our dear Tyra!

Now if you can stomach it, here is a music video.. Yes that's right, Janice Dickinson's own rendition of the Twelve Days of Christmas.. 

Or as it should more appropriately be named- Twelve Days of Insane Dysfunction.

Enjoy :)

Life's little lessons...

I'm one of those people who is guilty of constantly over analyzing decisions and situations to the death.. I mean I drive myself crazy half the time being so incredibly indecisive and always trying to understand why something is the way it is, I can't even imagine how much it irritates other people.. I am so sorry!! Usually every decision I make has to go through like a 5 step approval process before I will actually go ahead with it... Well.. all decisions that is which don't involve money for some reason.. I am a total impulse buyer.. No decision necessary, if I want it I get it... Unless it's something I really want but cannot afford, then I will plot and scheme a way to get it.. I always do, it's like I have magical powers or something.. 

Lately I've been doing the whole life analyzing bit.. Well, more like life observing I guess.. I'm going through a few major changes at this current time, and for once I'm not entirely focused on worrying if what I am doing with myself is the right thing.. I'm just sort of letting it play itself out.. I find it kind of odd, that when choosing the color of the new car I was buying I probably consulted at least 6 to 10 different people's opinions on the color I liked before I decided to actually go with it.. And the color was a shade of white, and technically isn't even a real color..but whatever... So then it comes to some decisions I am facing right now which are more so, lets say.. life altering.. And I am for once just kinda goin with the flow... 

Now anyone reading this who knows me, knows that this goin with the flow thing is slightly unusual for me... I have been known to be a total stress case from time to time.. And usually always over things of which I have no control... Might be because I am a Leo.. or maybe because I am a type D personality (according to that Myers Briggs personality type test thingy).. Or it's just because I am a controlling beeotch with a mild case of OCD.. But I feel that none of those are the case right now... I am suddenly seeing things a whole lot differently than ever before... I have made many steps in the past year to change the focus of my life.. To learn to live more simply and to enjoy some of the smaller more fulfilling things life has to offer... To make more of an effort to show other people what they mean to me and how they have an effect on my life... To slow down and appreciate my accomplishments to date.. And at the same time, not slow down enough that I become bored and then in turn over analyze things even more so.. The key really is to find that certain balance between go time, play time, and down time.. And looking back on past years, I'd been approaching things in an entirely wrong way.. Well not entirely, but certainly not as beneficially as I could have been...

I find it so amazing how certain people can enter your life, or even exit for that matter at the most appropriate of times.. I have had the pleasure of a few people coming into my life who have been the most incredible influences on me... I have been motivated beyond belief, and given that extra boost I needed to tackle some really huge goals for myself.. These people know who they are, and they mean the world to me.. I really feel like I have been blessed and given this new opportunity to re-create my entire world.. And it certainly is a refreshing awareness which I am extremely grateful for..

Over the next few months many more changes will be taking place in my world... At first encounter with them I was pretty disheartened by what I was going to be up against.. And I was having a really hard time seeing the reason why these things were happening... But I have now gotten over the initial shock and have learned to embrace the potential they have to teach me... Strength, deeper intuition, humbleness, grace, and so forth.. They truly are opportunities for me to use and grow from.. I cannot stress enough what the importance of patience has taught me.. If you let things sit long enough, you will eventually learn why they are, what you can take away from them, and how you can apply these new teachings to your life and help others to as well.. So after all these years of over thinking and worrying about things I have no control over, I have just started to let them go.. And what I've learned from this is that letting go is the farthest thing from giving up.

Tracks on Repeat.

Like A Boy- Ciara

My Life- The Game feat Lil Weezy

Good Girl Gone Bad- Rihanna

Sex on Fire- Kings Of Leon

Love Lockdown (Remix)- Kanye

Live Your Life- T.I feat Rihanna

And yes I will admit it, I do indeed dig a Nickelback track.... There.. I said it.. 

I AM NOT a Nickelback fan whatsoever, but in my heart I felt it was right to recognize the fact they put out a song that is actually pretty good for once and isn't like any of the other last 50 that have all sound exactly the same over the past 5 years.. 

Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback

Now if somehow CK could figure out a way to not be Canada's ugliest mofo, they'd be almost like a real rock band.. Anyone know his email? Maybe I could pass on the name of my hair stylist and plastic surgeon... jk ;)

WTF Levi's?

Someone at work sent me this site today.. I don't really understand what the hell they are trying to advertise with a bunch of random things jumping out of the crotch of a pair of jeans and babbling some nonsense to you about anything but pants.. But whatever.. its creative.. and entertaining nonetheless.. 

Enjoy!